But I think the music that lends itself most to mutable emotions is classical. Take for example my personal favorite, "Clair de Lune" by Claude Debussy. I have a myriad of different associations with this classical tune. I first remember listening to it while on retreat with my youth choir when I was still in middle school. Our director was a firm believer in expanding our musical education as well as perfecting our vocal performance. It was late in the evening after dinner and the sun had already set when Mrs. Allen gathered us all together in the main lodge to play some music for us. Many of us had already changed into PJs and we settled onto coaches or snuggled up with friends under blankets on the floor while we listened to an entire Debussy CD. I remember sitting off by myself staring out the window as a kaleidoscope of images danced in my mind. I pictured far off places that I'd never visited - truth be told, I've still yet to go to Europe. But back then, when I was just a middle schooler singing classic choir pieces I dreamt of a glamorous life stretching out before me forever.
Now, when I hear that song I picture the love of my life - a man who refers to the beloved Debussy piece as "musical crack." It would seem that I found someone who is transported away to other worlds just by listening to beautiful music just as I always have been. Of course, we can thank Stephanie Meyer for making "Clair de Lune" the must have romantic song now that Edward Cullen says it's his favorite. And to think, I thought pop culture would only allow me to associate the song with the look of accomplishment on the faces of Brad Pitt & Co at the end of "Ocean's 11." Actually, if you take time to notice, you will see that "Clair de Lune" makes an appearance in tons of movies and television shows. It's pretty remarkable.
So, what is it about the song that touches people? What makes it the perfect background for many a poignant moment? I'm not sure I can really say. I do know that I am filled with a profound peace whenever I hear it. It makes me feel like even in the deepest melancholy there is potential for something more. When I hear Debussy today, I believe that my promising future is still out there waiting. Maybe it is in my writing... who knows? But the fact that I have the love of someone who supports me, inspires me - hell, he requested I write an entry about "Clair de Lune" - that shows me that real happiness and the kind of pure bliss I feel while listening to that song can exist.
Is there a song out there that gives you hope? Or maybe it's a person? Post a comment and share with me as I have with you today.
Until next time, this is Megs saying don't be afraid to be vulnerable and to have hope because the rewards are always worth the risk...
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